We can be sad… sad as we could. We can be happy...happy as we could…everything can change if we want too. But I still believe that there are some things that we cannot control. Obviously, it’s the moment in our lives that we have to accept that we are not perfect. It’s beyond our capacity. All we have to do is to wait for the next thing that will happen or even tried to stop the hours of your life.

Many said... ”you can do it”
“Think positive”
“I’ve gone through that too”
“That’s life”
And a lot more common words.


But I have found one thing that is I think the most important discovery that can change us…

No common words.
You can hear your own voice.
And that can really make you decide the better ways.

Guess what it is?


The BIBLE.

Read the bible.

Help your self.

Then you will SEE what our naked eyes cannot see.

You will hear the words that no one ever told you. You will meet a FRIEND.
You will know your self.


It’s not easy.

Easy is not in real life.

Life is like a task that you are free to move but remember it is out of our control…the master is up above…watching us…

I see life as a…uhmmm…contradict to others perception but same as to some who thinks the same as me...life is tricky…without the Lord…we will get lost…just think of it…we cannot live by our selves… I mean…we cannot attain good life without Him in our lives…everything is non-sense if you do not have his name on your life…

FAITH…

Lord Jesus,
Please guide us…bless us…love us in every time of our lives. We need you Lord. Without you I do not know the sense of living. We are not here for our selves. We are not here just to live. You set us a purpose in this long journey. Lord, we Love and Praise you.
The truth is we are weak. We do not know what will happen next and what this life will be. Lord, I know there is no other way but you.

Forgive us Lord.
We have sin.
Again and again. I cannot take anymore the wounds you have in your body.
I feel I am giving you more wounds but still you help me.
You help me live this life and have a chance of salvation.

Lord I cannot live without you.
Hold on to me too and never let me go again.

We love to be with you eternally.

AMEN


I am actually feeling sad at this moment but thinking of happy thoughts.

I remember a friend who told me…”COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS”
She is right.

And my love’s quote in life…
”whatever has happened, something good is always around”

Thank you Lord!
We learned that from you.

Love of God

We’ve gone through so many trials of life and love and until now we are facing it.

I am so glad to our effective formula of LOVE.

The Lord made us realize so many things about us, the life we live in, the love we shared together and to our parents, brothers and sisters.

We’ve been together for 5 years and I know we will have eternal love.

THAT’S BECAUSE OF THE LOVE OF GOD.


I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ETERNITY…

Focus on the love of God.

Put it on your heart.

OMG

why am i like this?

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me today

The area manager of the bank which I am currently employed said “don’t just look for job, look for a career". And I think she is right! I got inspired on her because she also told me that she is from the country side. She believes in me. That’s what I see.

Okay. Jian let’s talk…

What happened to you today?
…uhmm… just fine. I think I like the job and will stay longer in the company… I am fighting the doubts inside me because I wanted to have a stable job before going out of the country… but I am still hoping to have a good future here in our country. The job is serious... and I wish… to survive it! Or even love it! I’ll try to love my job and enjoy it.

Why you have doubts?
During my college years…I don’t study that hard in my banking and accounting subjects… like money, credit and banking…and now it’s the subjects that is more important to me! I am doing a review right now and a research about the banking system… oh my! Oh my! Where am I? I wish I can become what I want to be… maybe you can’t really get everything you want… I really want to be a…painter, maybe a writer (if only I was sent to a good school… I think). A sculpture maker, a technician, a computer programmer, an artist (not an actor or actress), photographer, film maker, to help people, to understand society and serve them and not just to provide them the so – called excellent customer service… that’s where I am… but I am here… I don’t need to give this up right? Whoa jian believe in your self.

What is your plan now?
It’s to convince my self to do what I need to do in where I am today. To keep running my race…and win it! Its right to not give up and set your mind on positive thoughts in life and a better tomorrow…a worthy future… I feel stepping on the stair of success with rocks falling on me… but I’ll not allow those rocks to block my way…maybe I can use it to make a larger step someday…remember the story of a cow that unsuccessfully buried alive by its owner? “Shake it off, step up” I love that story from my prof. sir jed…

What actions will you do?
Face everyday and be better… doing my job well and excel… very general…? Uhmm... I PRAY to the Lord… every time of the day… to guide me...to give me wisdom..

I need to act! Act! Act!