Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
wha am i feeling right now?
What am I feeling right now?
Let’s do a talk.
So what are you really feeling right now?
Uhm…I feel that my heart will burst…it want to explode because of the things happening to me that I do not like...like how I made people treated me. The way they talk to me. The way they thought about me. I do not feel the respect anymore. I know I have a fault. I let them be that way. I just keep silent and not prove my self to them. But for me that is not the reason for them to look down on me.
“I have my own brains to think and free will” like my best friend told her self. “That was God given and I have to use it.” She is right!
I’m sorry for what I’ve said. But that is true. I know you are all giving me a chance to prove my self. But I don’t have the need to do it anymore. I am totally disappointed too. I thought I will have a good job already. The Lord is giving me trial. And I have to face it.
I’ll follow and do my dream. And I will start over again.
Let’s do a talk.
So what are you really feeling right now?
Uhm…I feel that my heart will burst…it want to explode because of the things happening to me that I do not like...like how I made people treated me. The way they talk to me. The way they thought about me. I do not feel the respect anymore. I know I have a fault. I let them be that way. I just keep silent and not prove my self to them. But for me that is not the reason for them to look down on me.
“I have my own brains to think and free will” like my best friend told her self. “That was God given and I have to use it.” She is right!
I’m sorry for what I’ve said. But that is true. I know you are all giving me a chance to prove my self. But I don’t have the need to do it anymore. I am totally disappointed too. I thought I will have a good job already. The Lord is giving me trial. And I have to face it.
I’ll follow and do my dream. And I will start over again.
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