WHAT IF?

WHAT IF..

tomorrow will not be another day?
but a yesterday.

yesterday.
yesterday..

a rewind of your life.

what will you do?

michael jackson...this is it!

this is it..

it is maybe the time that you will perform for God in heaven..
celebrate with all the angel up there with your talents given by God..

no one can dance and sing like you do!

you are a unique creation of God..like everyone of us..
thanks for sharing your purpose to us..

everyone don't have a perfect life..
but we all tried to be fine.

we will all get there..i mean in heaven.

see you there when it's our time and sing again for everyone=)

God Bless MICHAEL JACKSON..!

free radicals

maybe they are enjoying in my body right now..happy cells conquering by sad cells..huhu..just have this idea because of the doctor we've met today..and free radicals is one of the topic..so i need anti-oxidants!(wheee..give me love)

she mentioned 3 major causes of death..and one of it is..STRESS.the others are cancer and stroke..

i feel so depress like..quitting my job and find my way home to a job that i want..i can't breath either..i can't imagine my self happy going back tomorrow to the job until friday..i will wear again the mask of happy face..but sometimes i cannot hide it anymore..i am just thinking of my loveones..they give me strength to still hold on to my job..

i don't see my self..progressive.

i dont feel i am..learning.i just feel so stupid.
because i let it happen to me.

i need to fix my self before i get older.

i am afraid not to be with my goals in life.

in 10%..i am still on 1%..

honestly, i feel the job isn't for me.

there are alot of people out there who deserves my job here..and me, i believe i deserve better too.

i hope and pray to continually help my family to..my loveones..my self..other people..

but it must begin with ME.

dissapointed

i feel so dissapointed
my life turned in this way
i let it go with the flow
though i don't know wherever it will go

so depressing and painful..
"i don't see my life like this"
but now i am here.
i let them control some part of my life..

why?

i wanted to do something else in my life..but..why can't i?

purpose driven life..

thanks i found you.

my personality disorder test result

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:	Low
Schizotypal Disorder:	Moderate
Antisocial Disorder:	Low
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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